May May has moved (: Okay I know. A bit to fast. I do LOVE wordpress. a LOT. But I found a skin I fell in love with. From now onwards all future posts will be at http://takemetosaturn.blogspot.com Please relink (:
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- May May
Before I forget
*It’s raining outside. Honey clambers up the front gate and sits next to the proch light
MayMay: HONEY!
Honey: *jumps up. Turns around. Miaoo~
MayMay: What the hell are you doing in the rain?!
Honey: Miao~ *runs to me
MayMay: And you call yourself a cat -.-
YES I talk to my cat my 6 year old extremely fat green eyed tortoiseshell cat. Got a problem? (:
You know how your muscles burn up and you feel hot all over after a workout? Yea that’s me right now. Why did I stop running so early? Tell you the story
Right after I get a towel. I’m sweating like a pig.
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Right, towel here. Still sweating. Oh well. Tread-milled till I felt it in my stomach muscles. Yes Sxu Gene unlike YOU some people can’t tread 10 km at one shot. My muscles are still burning up.
Anywaaay. When my stomach muscles started hurting and I still wanted to run my sister came down and gaily announced that she closed my stuff. w h a t t h e ( i n s e r t s w e a r w o r d o f c h o i c e ) Ran back up. My half skinned skin was closed. So were my SS501 videos which was done streaming. MY BLOGSKIN!! 
I was gonna switch back to blogger. I even got my new address done and all that but the skin is still not done. Gawd now I have to redo my skin. Anywaay. Due to the fact that I stopped jogging rather adruptly my muscles were still warm and all that and it feels funny when every body cell is still throbbing and your head is flaming and all that. A bit of a hyperbole but yea (: Oh and the only reason I managed to run is becasue I was dancing on the tread mill 
I miss dancing ): So I turned the light behind me on and watched my shadow as I danced. Since I don’t have a full mirror in my house. Sad isn’t it? But then again I don’t really like mirrors other than in a studio so yea XD
With burning muscles I couldn’t resist the red striking jump rope. Did a hasty 50 and nearly keeled over because for some reason my stomach muscles hurt A LOT today. and it’s not like I haven’t done more. Maybe I haven’t been exercising enough so I can’t do what I used to.
Gah. I still feel sick. Going to get something to drink. I’ll get back later. Possibly.
this little girl is extremely un-fit these days.
It’s raining outside (: Been on the internet for a couple of hours but haven’t posted yet. SS501 again. You know me XD I like absolutely LOVE it when they sing acapella. Harmonisation is a-ma-zing.
Hmm.. A grand total of 11 people were in class today. Out of 44 studemts. Which means 3 quarters didn’t come. Grand achievement even for us. I went to school today despite still being sick. Daddy…
Pn you-know-who chased me away to a corner due to you-kn0w-what; but it was kinda funny XD
MayMay: *pokes Farzan with pencil
Farzan: Weii~! stop poking me
MayMay: Yea Priyanka stop poking him. He doesn’t like it!
Priyanka: *whacks MayMay
Who knew 11 people could be so destructive eh? We were doing the most retarded things ever due to extreme boredom.
I have loads of pictures but they’re still in my phone. I’m rather comfortable here licking strawberry lollipop Hani gave me so I’m too lazy to get my USB cable. Oreo Cheesecakes tomorrow TaeKwonDo people (:
I think I should go do a little bit or cardio now. I haven’t exercised lately. the only form of physical activities I do these days is TaeKwonDo on weekends. No more dance classes. I can’t even do jump rope in case I accidentally rupture my ankle again. So it’s just an occasional 1 minute plank between sitting down in my room. Goodness I’m so unhealthy! Going to exercise NOW! Though I doubt I’ll be able to threadmill for more than 5 minutes. I’m in terrible physical shape these days. eeeeek!
Cherising my little bit of internet time. Watching TYFWUU on another screen next to time. HILLARIOUS!
I was gonna go to school today. I even put on my uniform, Mommy drove me all the way to school,then she said “maybe you shouldn’t go to school today, you’re really sick”
So. I jumped into school, dropped off my file with stick people with Awin and dropped off my History project with Ming Li to hand to Dayana. Then had to go home.
Came home. Didn’t do much. Did a bit of KH. Then went down to make Oreo Cream Cheese cupcakes. Pictures and and s are in my phone. Loads of pictures in fact which I haven’t had the time to chuck here due to extremely limited computer access. hmmmm.
Cooked myself lunch. Sick person food (: Then went through my folder of Yiruma songs once more.
No inspiration to blog. Except. Maybe. Just MAYBE will be switching back to blogger. Temptation comes in the form of an extremely tempting skin and availability of a blog adress of choice. So. Just maybe. After PMR probably XD
Not in school today. Surprised?
Was supposed to lend Dayana my History project. Sorry sayang ): I’ll be in school tomorrow.
Last night I was burning up but then again as expected of me I wouldn’t tell my parents. Then this morning I told them I wasn’t feeling well and as expected of them they wouldn’t believe it. Until I KO-ed for 5 hours. Then they just gave up and left me alone to do whatever I wish. I feel much better now (:
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I’ll probably be baking a belated birthday cake for Sir Eugene if I get bored. Though currently I don’t have inspiration on decorating an Oreo Cheesecake. I love contrasting colours when it comes do cake deco but oreo cheesecake HAS black and white. Probably glace icing. Idk I’ll let the inspiration find me (:
I blast the music at full volume so I can’t hear myself sobbing.
I stand under the shower so I don’t see the tracks of my own tears.
I take deeps breaths so I can pretend its all alright.
I try so hard yet the person I’m really not convincing turns out to be myself. All I want is to say to your face how much hatred and contempt there is within me that no matter how much I cry its still there, a gaping hole where my heart must have been a really long ‘once upon a time’ ago. Its hopeless you know? Its like trying to turn around on a one way street. Its like trying to fly with wet wings. Its like, its like knowing that you’ll never be. Must have been punisment for whatever it is I have done. You know what? I don’t regret every lie I’ve told you, every night I delibrately stayed away from home, every dinner I ate alone, every moment I wasted doing stupid things with people you don’t approve of.
I can tell you those were the moments I truly felt happy. I felt like a was wanted, like I belonged. Nothing you have ever given me.
Once agai, you have not the right to call my name so frivolously.
Honestly, the only reason I’m saving a huge wad of money is for my future. Because no one else is going to pay even half the amount for the rest of my life. Don’t be surprised if I have to sue my parents for negligence just for tertiary education because yes I AM willing to do it if that’s what it takes. I WOULD apply to be my own legal guardian but I figure suing will either get me the cash or wake them up which is highly unlikely so I’d rather walk with the trust fund. Its not as if they can’t afford it. They just don’t want to see me take roads they themselves never had a chance to. I guess I really am a sad kid after all, no? Why wouldn’t I be when I have legitimate reasons to want to be out of this house. Heck I wish I were out of this world and with my Father in Heaven because he’s probably the only one that actually remotely cares about me. And this is by far not PMS. Count the number of similar posts and tell me it isn’t just me being a rebelious teenager. Rather I’m someone that grew up on my own as opposed to being brought up by my parents. The things I know are not the things they taught me but rather things I accquired from having to constantly try so hard just to live another day, and going to school plastering on that dumb smile as if you play the parts of perfect parents, not telling anyone that I know almost a dozen ways to commit suicide effectively and I can’t say how many I’ve tried. When life is hard you learn to be cold, so even the harshest weather can’t make you freeze.
Don’t say my name so frivolously. You don’t have the right to.
Had a field day GAY-FYING the prefects room. We did cut outs of stick people. You know the type that joins up and forms a long line? Yep we did that
credits for the picture goes to triple S phillipines. Gawd don’t they look alike? XD
Then we wrote secret messages at the back before stapling it up. I shall post up pictures of it soon. Hopefully XD We like match made people together. Mel has a flowerman wearing a tux! Ashraf has his stripper
Emma was being bored so she ‘blogged’ on the computer and printed it out. Yes Emma i would LOVE to makes lots of beautiful baby Heo’s XD
KH was utterly random.
Pn Sim: Natasha whats the difference between ‘keropok’ and ‘kerepek’!
Tash: Oh my answer was ‘A’
Pn Sim: Natasha did you hear my question?!
Tash: Ya la my answer was ‘A’
Pn Sim: Shazuwin what was my question?!
Awin: Question 9 right?
Pn Sim: What did I ask?
Awin: WAs it ‘can you please keep quiet’?
Sorry I really couldn’t stop laughing XD
fell asleep in Maths today. Thank god I finished my work fast enough. Now I only have a dozen more things to do. And one of them is getting off the PC. Like NOW
TYFWUU is totally hillarious! I’m addicted to it Kyu Jong is always the first to get up. Even the manager doesn’t wake up. Jung Min so scary he makes Baby cry! He sleeps with the cutest eye patch! Young Saeng is soooo adorable (: Hyung Joon wake up so easily but Hyun Joong sleeps like a log. The puppies were so adorable!
so called Thumbnail today is of course Young Saeng again XD I would love to buy the solo collection cept I’m kinda broke and honestly the collection I really want is the newest one. I feel kinda ripped off because it’s the Taiwan edition and not the Korean one ): Sorry Awin and Yana ):
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Um. What else might I say. This morning was like H E L L. Me and Joe were doing our usual rounds around school. But due to the extremly long speech by Pn Pengetua we rounded the school 5 times.
MayMay: Everytime I think of Young Saeng I ‘melebur’
Joe: Then what do guys do? ‘Mengeras’?
MayMay: *whacks Joe
Joe: What did I do?!
MayMay: You dirty minded bastard.
Then had SpotCheck. I was pulling double duties due to certain people. I shall refrain from mentioning names but I bag checked 10 guys AND did recording and still managed to finish faster. Still my back was wet like nobodys business. Um. Had to stay back because Ezelea couldn’t. Ended up helping Alia do headers. Izzatt I swear I’m never trusting you to cut stuff again! I had to rescue everything! And straight lines can be easily made using a BLADE.
Class was rather monotonous. Did presentation in BM. ’nuff said.
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Not even supposed to be on the computer but oh well XD Checking out summer schools. SS501 concert is late December or early Jan so I guess I CAN go Summer School after all (:
